A dream of Ursa....

I had a dream last night.  It was very bizarre.  But I got to see my Ursa girl, again.  I was in my childhood home, in Hauppauge.  I went upstairs to my bedroom.  Ursa was lying on the rug.  I was saddened to see her swollen neck and a bubble that appeared to be a tumor coming from it.  I thought, "oh no, not again. It grew back."  Then I stopped for a moment and regained my memory.  I thought, "Wait, last time this happened we took her to be euthanized."  I was very confused.  The dream ended shortly after.  But not until I got to pet her and kiss her once, again.